Sunday, August 16, 2009

2007 Blogs

Hmmm… I’m attracted to guys who cry. Weird kan?
December 20, 2007 •
So holiday sucks. I hate not being in school because there’s nothing to do at home. I miss my friends and school until termimpi-mimpi ba. Adui-adui. Kes berat ni. :-p
1) I’ve watched The Holiday. The movie I wanted to watch so badly but my bro wanted to watch something else when it first came out in cinema. I walso forgotten what we watched. Dungu. I liked both of the male characters, Jude Law as Graham and Jack Black as Miles. I kinda watched that movie like 4 times already in this month. Haha.
- Jude Law was somewhat attractive to me. Not his face , maybe a bit la but how he acts. The crying part la I like. So it’s OFFICIAL! I like guys who cry, weep or whatever la you call that water flows from your eyes thingy. I tend to be attracted to guys who are not afraid to express their feelings and not the one who pretends and act macho la konon. Pui, please la simpan ja la your machoness. I’m not buying it. But not la guys yang crybabies gitu. Tolong la, I’m not a babysitter want to pujuk-pujuk konon. There are moments when you need to cry and not to. In the appropriate situation ok la. Ha, This baru ler….
- Jack Black is ok I guess. Although he’s like chubby and not that quite good looking but I kind of find him cute. Weird kan? Memang pun. For me, he kinda look alike to the guy I first fell in love with. But white version la. Gila this. My taste is quite bad la but who cares! The way he acts made me admire him. He’s funny in movies and I bet in real life he is too. No single movie I found him not funny except for King Kong la. Forget about that one lorrr… He’s the bad guy there. Annddd… he’s really talented too! Man he can play the piano and guitar. Pro lagi tu. Wuiyooo. The part when he plays the piano yang I like to see and at the CD store. He can sing too. Although not really like pro but when he sings rock, wui naaa syiok oh. He rocks my world la boleh dikatakan….
Hehe, so I like guys who have the qualities both actors have. Haha, weird. But don’t have to be terrer in playing instrument la. Ok ok pun diterima. I also like guys who wear spectacles. Dari dulu lagi that when I like anime, I always like the male characters with spectacles. Gila na. But I don’t like to wear spectacles. Aint that weird?
2) So, on the way of forgetting the guy I liked but I keep thinking about him. Damn it! Banyak lagi orang ask why I tiba-tiba don’t like him. I also cannot jawab.Maybe terbuka my mata ka, kena ketuk kepala ka terus sedar orrr… I’m just mad at him la. Well, he’s kida rude so what can do la. I hate rude people especially HIM! Maybe not hate la but just dislike. Anyway it’s just a crush not that I fell for him or what. So much easier to let go. WAKAKAKAKA! My bro lagi that bikin panas.
Some of the sms my bro and me had (Not all. Kinda rude sikit-sikit. We sms that way, haha)
Bro: I saw _____ at pray meeting.. Haha
Me: DONT CARE! SUH DIA P MATI!
Bro: napa? Break up?
Me: Cilaka! Ko la p kawin ma dia. Dungu pi mati!
Adakah… I was so damn mad at the reak up part. Taik la. Like I ever couple with him. Suwey!!! And I will forever will NOT! Arggghhhh, kin frust ow.When I don’t like that person baru they want to sebut-sebut about him. When I gila-gila about him, they don’t want to listen pula. Apa la tu kunun? Haiyoh, what can do la. Kin frust adalah. WHATEVER!
3)So I got new skirt! At Christmas, planning to wear skirt. Haha, weird taik mata la. Muahahaha.Like I care.
I’ve learned my lesson {maybe, maybe not}
December 9, 2007 •
So, SPM ended, the year almost ends and so is my life. Haha, so not… A lot of things had happened these past few months. And time goes by pretty quick I reckon. I had experienced many good and bad throughout the year walaupun belum akhir tahun lagi but whatever la.
1) Wow, the same mistake again. *sigh*. But luckily I realize early la. This is the 2nd time I’ve done it but learn from mistakes la
kan
? It’s not too late. So, the guy I “liked” looks like my first impression about him was totally wrong. Langsung nda boleh dipakai la dikatakan. At first I thought he was different from others but maybe it’s just nature. All guys are the same. Well, nothing can be done also. So people do change with time. But what do I care.
- Seriously I’m going to stop liking anyone now. Jadi friends pun I don’t want la. Bikin sakit hati only. Not sakit hati la but, arghhh I don’t even know how to express the feelings. Hai, this bertepuk sebelah tangan thingy have to be put to an end. Better focus on my future first then baru fikir pasal guys. These things are so DAMN complicated. Why did I even like him at the first place? It’s not like I know him or something. Just by face and name mana cukup oh. So not like me either. Luckily I didn’t fell for him if not frustrated again like last time. But the first guy I liked, I think I can forget him already. It’s just my siblings especially my bro and friends keep mentioning about him. So annoying!
- First impression is not important actually because you don’t even know them yet! Well at least I’m on the way of forgetting them. Although it’s not that easy but no pain, no gain la
kan
? People who change their physical looks can affect their attitude too. Now it’s clear. Although I don’t really know him but I think he wasn’t like that last time. I thought it was only on TV. My friend says he’s good. Mana ada o. Sombong berkarat adalah. Hehe. Setakat kawan pun want to what… ?, mimang nda ble dipakai lar… But yeah, what can I do also.
- So now I just wait la if got jodoh adalah tu. If don’t have what can do. Maybe can be with orang putih ka? Hehe. Like the teacher at school. That again bagus especially people from
Australia
. Terus migrate there. Looks is not important. Mimang betul pun. What for la handsome-handsome but the heart cam taik. Later berkedut also when tua. Reput lagi. Tengkorak ja yang tinggal la. Maybe looks 10, 20% only la important. Money also not important because money can’t buy happiness. Important also la because nanti mati kelaparan la pla but whats inside him is more important. Paling penting lagi emas is the heart. My friend, Rozy punya motto, “ No money, no love “ Adakah. Gila ba she that. But mana-mana ja la ko talur… Hehe. Jan marah ya sayang…
- And now I feel much better. Now I regretted that I ever go and ask for his phone number from my bro’s friend. Better I just don’t know him. Just by face and name la. But last time I’m not that sure about his name but turns out mimang itu pun nama dia. I have no idea why I remembered his name but who cares! Na makin mengamuk lagi. So I need to have a break from guys now. And I hope I will never like anyone anymore until I fell in love with the guy I am destined to be with. Itu pun kalau adalah. Amen. God bless.
2) So I’ve learned to let go. The best lesson ever! My friend, Florencesomewhat helped me during my breakdown. First love la boleh dikatakan. Mimang pedih tu. He lagi that kin panas. Cam budak-budak! “HE” ah not her…. Although she kind of hurt me along the way but still can be forgiven. Not like I mati juga. She’s pretty good as a friend so I’ll cherished her all my life. Jan pla ko kembang sanaar?
3) At the last day of SPM, I’ve learned that friendship is indeed a gift. They have helped me in every aspect of my life so I will surely put them in a special place in my heart. We have been through a lot I tell you. It’s fun all the way, no bad things. Maybe adalah sikit-sikit but can be erase. No big deal. I’m like so sad at the last day of school, like cannot believe this. Cam mo nangis ja but I didn’t. I missed my friends so much , which is pretty awkward. No la. Hehe. So I want to see if it’s friends forever or not. Just wait and see la. But certainly for me they will be my friends until the end of my life.
Last day of school….
November 26, 2007 •
Seriously ba this is the last day of school. I can’t believe it ow. So sedih this until want to terjun from KLCC. I’m gonna miss all my friends. This Rozy lagi bukan main jiwang lagi surat ko. Sikit aku nangis oh. Huhu. Ala nanti nda ble main ramas-ramas lagi.
1) I dreamt about last day of school on Saturday. Punyala until nangis-nangis lagi tu nasib in real life boleh tahan also. Adui wa. Aku nda ble terima kenyataan ini. Sial juga that. Awal o finish SPM. Happy la finish, but to be apart with my friends mimang nda ble terima la.
2) Anddd…. my rambut kibak @ sumpak lagi. Seriously, the last time I’m gonna cut my hair in saloon. Mimang nda ble dipercayai la. Aku bunuh karang baru tau!
Whateber…. XD
November 22, 2007 •
Yui, gila-gila….
1) Wow. This dream was crazy. Since my keychain was stolen by JOHN, in my dream I was trying to get it back. Like budu this. Rebut-rebut here and there but still no hope. -sigh- And… I still want it back.Don’t you macam-macam sana! Give you kunun. Birthday present lagi tu. Since when! Then, I saw the guy I like… hehe.So I stop the rebut thingy and went to his place.Then he asked "Who’s that guy?" . I answer la something… adalah tue. Where can tell kan? Wakakaka. Then, bla bla bla. I forgot how my dream goes. But ish mimang la, unbelievable. this is the second time I dreamt about him.
2) This dream is after the above one. I was in scout camping with my sis and maybe my bro la. I forgot.That time my sis finished school already but don’t know what she’s doing there. Like I baru masul Form 1 I think. Then in the camp, got him also la. But before he was thin. I tried to talk to him but he’s like pendiam this padahal I lagi pendiam in real life. Nasib don’t have that pencuri la.If not mimang rebut keychain la my kerja but I think that is because I belum kenal him. bagus la that!
3) Ish, like I makin rindu him this. This Steph la ni punya pasal! I hate you… No ba. Main-main ja. Bagus-bagus I’m on the way of forgetting him but nda jadi la pulak.Kin panas.That dream lagi la remind me of him… Haiyoh, How la my hidup this. Huhu.
4) Add maths paper bocor… Na! Semenanjing la betul! Haha… Suwey.
Last moment online before SPM… :(
October 23, 2007 •
Last moment online before SPM (not really, will be online on Thursday again)… So yeah, seriously although I’ve said that 2 times already.This time it’s for real because SPM is coming. And like usual, FAIL…
1) Why??? Nothing la.I can’t believe my friend sent those messages. Like want to kill her saja… But whatever. A t first I was so damn mad because sepa la tidak marah if your friend sent I miss you and I love you to the someone you like.But using my mobile la.Lagi la big problem! So embarassing owh because I’m not that kind of person.If people yang know me knew this, they pun tidak percaya.The first message is kind of true la but the second one HELL NO! Luckily I’m patient enough.But seriously, I malu if jumpa him anywhere la. Memang patut pun. She lagi buat derk saja, sorry pun like none.Bikin sakit hati.That day, sikit lagi I cry, luckily I didn’t.I thought he wasn’t going to reply anymore but seriously I think he feels I’m a girl yang I don’t know la how to say, GATAL! Which I’m not! If guys touch me pun I anti, apa lagi do like that. At least he got reply la.
Then my bro lagi kasi worry me because he said if a girl sent him that and said it wasn’t her, then he wouldn’t believe it. That la yang I scared since I didn’t even sent them.Well it’s up to you la to believe or not.But I said if my friend sent the explaination to him in BM, he said that maybe la.But yalah, not my prob also.
Yang lagi bikin sakit hati , my friend said I don’t understand and if she explain I will cry. Cubala. Ko ingat senang-senang kasi kuar air mata, taik mata boleh la. Of course la ba I don’t understand! In a relationship also I never. You la yang menang because you have experience it. Kasi iya ja la. Then, I ask her to explain, she go sleep pula. Nda ko sana. Hai, susah-susah.
2)After about 2 days we didn’t sms, then I sms la. Actually suppose to be when school reopens but I tidak sedap hati this. I asked la this one question (not yang can I be your gf). If that, yai gali-gali.Sorry la I want to ask like that. NEVER! But after quite sometime, I feel weird this about him.Something’s not right.And I din’t even miss him like I did the day before.For me, I think it’s only a crush la. Not so important.And by the way, this is the first time I minta a guy that I like punya number. Seriously, I don’t even think I have feelings for him anymore.Don’t really know cause this one is not like the other one.This one is just like temporary maybe.I don’t really know my feelings.But cepat pula I get over him, if the other one, leher kena potong also cannot forget.The weird thing is on that day I bussily doing my history, then I checked my phone punya dialled number at night got him pula.Tiada pun I missed call him.Weird this. SO WEIRD!!! But maybe also I want to miss call my friend then accidently tertekan his number.Don’t know la.Not like I care juga. But the other one no matter he does something yang hurt my feelings, I’m cool with it.But now like teda-teda. But we are still sms buddies. Haha.
3)After thinking, maybe it’s time for me to stop liking someone. Like no advantage also.Buat sayang tenaga adalah.Suwey ba kan. Better I concentrate on my studies.Berfaedah lagi.If I can la but I’ll try.Since this is only the 2nd time I’ve liked someone, maybe I can get the hang of it cause I’m not easily attracted to guys. In my opinion la.
Yet another someone, someone :D Haha
October 9, 2007 •
So,another update
1) Now trying to forget the guy I like. He’s the person I fell in love for the first time but maybe it’s just not him. Well, I’m not that frustrated about him than I was in August. So I guess good start, eh? I admit I still have feelings for him but hey I just got to tell myself I will find someone better.I guess.Not that sure either. I don’t think I can forget him completely.No one can forget someone completely especially their first love.
2) I have been liking someone else but it’s not that obvious in the beginning since I’m so in love with the other guy that I just ignored him. Haha. I think it’s on February when I first noticed him.The day I went to rebonding my hair for the first time.He’s a warden in the Saturday Sunset Mass in SHC. I think his name is Oliver but not quite sure.If wrong, kuyak ba but nevermind la.I used to be in the same Sunday school class as him but never had feelings for him.I guess I was too tomboyish at that time. And now I sooo want his phone number. But my bro’s friend didn’t came to GPA! Haiyoh. My bro another prob. He hates him which I have no idea why.Tai juga tu. He said his face is ugly. Ok pun I see than the other guy I like. Haha. No ba. But maybe it’s true la. My bro said don’t like black people as we have seen in Oprah that this guy beats his wife for about 2 years.And he’s white so what’s the prob? Talingung la ko. I dreamt about him for the first time already. Like lui-lui la pulak. I was waiting for it and it finally came. Wow, thats great.But I just want to be friends with him.Don’t want to love anyone now.Too heartbroken (secara tidak lansung).Maybe after PLKN or something then my heart become vacant again.Macam hotel ja ba. My bro said if I bring him to YFC, he will bring all his friends and kill him.Eeee, gila. Why ba him? Bukan he yang like that guy so why buat hal besar-besar pula. I don’t know la him.Ntah-ntah minta puji ja orrrr just over protective. Maybe la. I like to see when he smiles. SO SWEET….. like the song sweet escape. Nda la…..
3) Haha. My weight TURUN lagi. Looks like I’m going somewhere. My bro maintain ja. Tu la nda pandai diet.Kasian. Now we are like 12 kg apart. Last time my weight dekat him that, nasib baik I sedar if not KARAU!
4) Hai…friend prob again. Not really la but it hurts me. My friend is getting furthur and furthur apart. If she nampak her friend, terus kasi tinggal me this.So bikin sakit hati but buat derk only la. I have to be sabar cause she wants to get close with her friends.Later she cry lagi tu better diam-diam ja la. Not that I don’t care but have to put her feelings into consideration. Bukan mati juga.At least I still have Flo-Anne .Lama already we became friends but because of not in the same school, we hardly meet each other. Last year, after about 3 years tidak jumpa , I go jalan-jalan with her and macam baru kelmarin berjumpa jo. Haha. Pa-pa ja la dia tu.I hope our friendship will last although she bikin panas.Ermmmm, if my other friend… I don’t know la.Maybe can maybe not. She don’t tell me anything anymore. WHATEVER! Suka hati dia la. I have a lot of friends lagi if she sombong-sombong already.
5) How dare my dream be YOU! Eee, I’m so over you so stop coming into my dreams! I so can’t believe it. I dreamt he kissed his girlfriend in front of me lagi tu.This Johnnel la kasi tunjuk her gf punya face. Tai palat. I know la ba you have gf already but takkan la you want to kasi tunjuk again. SHESH! I got your point! In Beringgis again that time I want to relax.I was so furious when I woke up. Whatever. At least I don’t feel frustrated anymore.Thank You Almighty One for making me strong. I so want to forget you but the problem isss…. I CAN’T! And your attitude again like budak-budak but cute. Pa-pa ja la. I don’t care. Andddd…. the next day dreamt about him again. Why? I am getting annoyed already. I admit it was fun in the dream but I don’t want to dream about you. If Oliver ka nda pa juga la ini you.Rapat again that but just like friends la. Playing and joking around. Ow gosh!
6) Next day still dreamt about him.Isn’t that weird? Three days in a row.Like someting’s wrong la I think. But whatever. My sis said maybe I missed him but my bro said he’s the one for me and a sign to never give up. Taik mata ko la! Nasib baik the next day I dream something else but I can’t remember it. Huhu.
Love hurts and sial punya PLKN! Arghhh….
August 15, 2007 •
1) As the title… the kunun punya Program Latihan Khidmat Negara punya result of who kena chose and I HAVE BEEN CHOSEN! CONGRATULATION TO ME! Nda ko! Eeee… geramnya! Suda la I’m frustrated here, tambah lagi frust orang!This Nicol la this. bagus-bagus orang read book about health, I went to take my hp and there was the deadly sms. She wrote " ui pa ic ko?". If I can burn that smsn lama already I kasi bomb.So next year for 3 MONTHS, i will live like an army! Noooo, this is not my purpose in life.Chibai tul. The 1 thing I’m scared is I’m going to become dark. NOOOO!!!! Pilih-pilih orang pigi berkhidmat, sendiri la. ish, really la.Cam mo bunuh diri ja ni. Orang plan want to go INTI take English Course.Aduh-aduh.Harap-harap after the course or nda jadi pigi! Half of me want to go, half don’t. cause this is once in a life experience I’ll go….
- If anyone want to check, use celcom only. . Type NS and sent to 33995.You will get your death sentence! or not… so be ready.
Note to self: Bring 50 sun block and 100 whitening lotion. Huhu
2)I agree… love memang teramat menyakitkan.Cam kena stab in the heart saja. My friend jadi middle person so that I can kurik secret from the guy I like.But got this one question he asked my friend yang kin sakit hati betul.I thought he wasn’t that type of guy but I’m WRONG! Ish, geramnya! Terus down the whole day at school.Nasib baik the sleep and excercise helped walaupun my whole body sakit.She said she will find the chance to seek revenge but kepala hotak ko la I will let it happen.Sedalam-dalam I sakit with him, no way I want to hurt him.I still like a.k.a love him but at the same time I panas hati with him.Whatever happen, happen la.I don’t care already.It’s your life and just live it to the fullest.I’m not going destroy it. Then, I got migraine coz of thinking too much.That was the first time I’m really frustrated IN MY LIFE! So now, I’m ok already but if mula talk abaout him , panas lagi. Now trying to forget him…. . But his name is everywhere in TV la, Radio la,book la and lagi his face in my dreams.Cam mana la mo lupa if like that.My bro and friends also balik-balik talk about him. SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME! But I still want to stay alive so simpan ja la hasrat emas ko tu.AHHHHH…. thank you. Now I’m relaxed.
3) My friend Rozy and dila this gete oh! I WAS MOLESTED! Haha no la. But they berganding this touch my ……. . Nda ko sial. Jaga la kamu dua ni. Sa putung tu baru tau! Sheshhh….
Things happen…
August 15, 2007 •
So let’s get updated… but this one bangas already
1) Test.I don’t want to tell! Nasib baik passed already but trial is coming.I’M DEAD!
2) Still in contact with my best friend, Florence in primary 6 but she bikin panas this.Bersms la us but nda ko jo,I told her I like this guy then she forced me to TELL THAT GUY!!! Chibai betul.Believe it or not, she told me I’m better off dead just because I don’t want to tell HIM! She said I don’t deserve to live. Saya tampar la her. You’re not in my situation,girl. Memang I want to but if think rationally, better I like a.k.a love him quietly rather than my dignity being shattered apart. ARGHHH! Frustration here.Her ex jagi la.Samseng. Not my taste.No ba… Don’t marah!!! huhu…
3)Other friend prob. Her konon-konon punya "friend" talk bad about my friend in "her blog". Cam mo tampar ja tu betina.Adakah she posted that my friend is selfish,self-centered,etc…. sendiri la! Mirror yourself la girl! Bikin panas gia.I thought she was ok but behing, ui na macam setan ja.SHE THINK ABOUT HERSELF ONLY! Bagus la kena heboh.Now almost all hate her.Sedap,kan? Don’t try to mess up with your friend cause you’ll get hurt even more.I hope you realised what you have done and turn over a new leaf.God bless. ^ This one lama already.Don’t bother.I see changes but not quite sure yet…
4) Ermmm, ah this another dream which doesn’t make any sense.I was in my dad’s car with some people whom I know with the guy I like.Then inside sejuk la…and his hand got cold.He want to tell me how cold he was then he touched my neck. Adakah.Nda percaya jo. My reaction lagi. I was at that point cold too and I touched his hand to tell him I was cold too.I can’t believe this.His father in the car lagi tu.Em… embarassing! Then got thisd big mama spider with billions of tiny lil cute spider in the CAR! What a weird dream, don’t you think so?
5) Add maths project.Haha. Me and my friend,Rozy jadi photocopy machine AGAIN! Tunggu answer from my other friend,Hsu ja. You know like minta suap ja.When can I change? I have no idea.Haha.
6) so I decided that next holiday which is in August, I will straighten my hair again with my sis.But since she teda duit… terpaksa I on my own.Sipak la her. Tu la bazir ja!
Weird things did happened & need opinions (read below)
June 28, 2007 •
So let’s get straight on what happened since I last logged in.
1)So, exam had finish.2 weeks 1 day lagi tu.RESULTS? YOU DON"T WANT TO KNOW! Hudu mo mati! Kasian,kasian…. so, what la ba kan? But Spm dekat already.Takut this :(.But still relax. My mum lagi tu take my results.She nagged me and ask me to go to tuition. NO WAY!
2)The Robertsons (Celia and Tony) had arrived but went home already.They arrived on the 18th of May and departed on 5th June.So have to wait for another 5 years but they did say they will make it 4.We went to Lok Kawi Wildlife Park,Waterworld (boring mo mati),@tmosphere at Yayasan Sabah and banyak la.Nda ingat juga tu,jo.The clouded leapord at the park is soooo CUTE!Like want to squash it.No ba. The food lagi at @ymosphere hui na like want to PUKE!My bro lagi tu na eat like pig.
3)What again,ah? Forget already.
4) Ah… my bro and I exchange secrets.UHHH…No ba but we did.His secret this bikin ketawa.He used to be "_________" (censored). Sorry.I did la juga sampai cannot sleep this at night. (2am baru dapat).But before I told him, I got mimpi yang bukan-bukan.In my dream,I told my bro who the guy I like,then he go and tel HIM! WHAT A DISASTER AND EMBARASSING + HUMILIATING!Harap-harap la tidak jadi like that.Nda la I want to go to _ _ _ and church anymore! He tingu me differently and ask to couple lagi tu. Geli juga.Astaga,jo.Don’t think I’m ready but maybe can also la.Back to my bro’s secret,macam nda percaya,ba.VERY FUNNY!Like more than 10 minutes we laughed.Currently, only my bro and my best friendknow him and actually seen him.My sis I surely don’t wanna tell but she dapat teka this.SILAKA!And many other friends at school but they never seen him.Nasib baik la,jo.This Nicol la this cannot keep secret.Menyesal I told her.The other day pun my sis sikit lagi tau.Kuat betul her suara like want to kill saja her!
5)oh, this lagi weird but cannot tell la. Nati he tau la pulak or maybe just a mistake (like my bro said).So,ciao.
"weird but adorable"
6)This one still new and hot.My bro and i planning to sing at YFC anniversary this buy I can ka ah? Macam malu lebih-lebih la pulak.How la? Song oso don’t know.Try la… sing infront of people lagi tu. Nanti people look at me differently,matai.He said I sing better than whoever la he cakap that but no confident la.Must use real voice lagi tu,cannot use soprano he said.Habis!
7)I go on scale at the Majalaps and guess what!I went down 4 kg but like nothing only that.From _ _ to _ _(cannot tell).trying to go to around 65 la.50> like nda boleh ja.maybe after school finish/Paling kesian my bro,naik this.Berat mo mati.Ahaha! We were like 9 kg apart.Tu la makan ja! Hungry this always but have to tahan.Sampai around 65 then eat constantly.
8)I think I need a change,don’t you think so?To be more feminine but not over la pulak.My friend said i should but my bro marah la pulak.He said he like sister like tomboy cam gitu.Don’t care la him.WHATEVER!So,I’m planning topierce my ears but sakit ka that ah? My btro also want.Don’t laugh.Mentang-mentang it’s my first.Shessh.Have to buy new shoes,shirt and maybe skirt. :p?But malu this.Nanti my mum and sis laugh because I was the one who protested not to wear when I was small.Aduh ma. And my sis did laugh.BIKIN PANAS!So,should I change or not?I’m confused.Please post on the comment if anyone read this.But piercing will be done.Ahaks.
Ba this only la.Penat already.will post next month….


:(
April 19, 2007 •
Aloha… here I am again.Didn’t post for a VERY long time.Many things had happened last week and this week.Bkin panas ba.
I got all my test paper already.Harap2 got 20+.Dapat also la but I target to get 25 and below but apa boleh buat lor.Got 2 fail ba. Add maths and Physics.Nasib baik my mum diam ja.
Then,last Friday got MAK.not mum but Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan.The day before, I follow la my friends go to the Bilik Kaunseling.not that I’ve done anything just saja2.Then my friend call la go to eat. Punya la bkin malu.Memang my fault also la. Teda tolong but eat oso.This teacher this kasi malu org depan2 form 4 lagi banyak at that time.Haiz, that time my dignity just break into pieces la.Then at the MAK,my friend Rozi ndak pulak hadir.She janji but haiz… what to do la.That day, my kerja help teacher only.Jadi good girl la kunun.Then this teacher, suda la org baik hati want to tolong.Bising lagi dia.Whatever la.
Then, on Sunday I think went to cut my hair.Punyala buruk.Like want to cut my head of only.Too short la at the front.The worst tukang gunting ever!
On Wednesday went to a lawatan.In Politeknik, Sepanggar I think.Boleh oso la but the taklimat so boring ler… the one who suppose to give the taklimat never came.Adala time abis already.And then buy many food.So full oh.Pa-pa ja la.
Yesterday got this taklimat about the Uni I want to go.University of Queensland.AUSTRALIA RULES!Orang putih this the speaker.cool,eh?
Today is my Friends BIRTHDAY!!! Happy bday.mcm she nampak oso.Rozi the DUGONG is 17… FINALLY!!!Ahaha, cute ba dugong….
Have this one problem but nanti la.Byk org in this cyber….My bro going to cyber malam and kasi tinggal org. I want to go so much until I mimpi this.Muhau. Ba ciao
*blank*
March 11, 2007 •
Last week was quite good.But today not for a start of a new week because my bro force me to go to cyber.Bikin panas.LAst 2 weeks got test.Bolehla but not add maths and physics.History,careless mistakes. *sigh*
Got the results back. I failed Add Maths. Bikin panas. Got 28 only. Thats my balasan because I didn’t study.Maths I got 97 (macam ndak percaya) .just coincidence la.If I put AB instead of x=y(dunno where I got it), got 100 oh terus but what can do la.EST got 90.so far got 2A1, 1 9G. Bad!
Ermmm, last Saturday went to rebonding my hair. Punya la.My sis saw me. Depan-depan lagi tu. Bikin malu ja.-____-;;. Lama oso la. maybe 2 1/2 hours or 3.dunno la.K la thats all. Too lazy now.
Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!!
February 14, 2007 •
wait, it’s actually belated Valentine’s day. Haha.Did nothing yesterday. Today not many teacher went to class. Can chat with friends but boring la lama-lama.My pocket also koyak.Haiz. Nicol la this.Yay, tomorrow is the last school day before one week holiday. Punyala syok. Can watch the crocodile hunter.Yahoo.Gila.Thats all la. I’m bored now.
Happy Birthday to me. ^^
February 8, 2007 •
Haha. no la. Thats yesterdays story.I got 3 presents from my friends.Jesus & Mother Mary frame from Nic,a teddy bear book by Hsu and a bell with bird on top by Chris.Thank you. This Nicol this go sebar-sebar lagi.Bikin panas.Sudahlah I don’t like, sengaja lagi.That time sports day lagi tu.So boring. *sigh*.At the taking attendance time, my friends this bikin terkejut.Sikit lagi heart attack.They greeted me until y heart want to fall down.Shessh.Then,blabla.Finish at 12.30pm.Went back terus play The Sims 2 walaupun boring.From 1pm til 5.50++pm.Planning to do homework but too lazy.
Kasian la me. My family all don’t know my birthday yesterday but who cares la. My friends remember also cukup la. No need lebih2 la pulak,kan? Haiyo, why don’y have cuti oh today but nevermind la.Tau already awal2.This saturday got household lagi but I want to go to school.How la? oh ya, I don’t want to be a leader so no need to go la kan but this 2 budak paksa.My bro and Selina.Haiyoh.Anyone, should I go or not? School or household? Hmmmm…..
Punya tidak logik.
February 8, 2007 •
yeah, mimang.I got sick last week.No logic explaination.Haha.Sequence of how it happened.
sing -> sore throat -> flu -> almost got fever
syiok me and my bro sing jiwang-jiwang then the next day sore throat la pulak, bikin panas.My bro la tu.<-His fault.
so many things happened last week.
Lesson I’ve learn…
- don’t sing. Haha kidding.
- don’t go to Prayer Meeting. Boring gila.
- er… the rest I forgot. (pity me)
- got mimpi yang bukan-bukan lagi tu.
Household Leadership Training (HLT-YFC)
February 8, 2007 •
So yeah, went to HLT camp on 26 Jan in the Majalap’s house.So now, its Saturday.Woke up somewhere around 6 slept at around 1.30am I think.At 7am ate our breakfast.Noodle,fishballs and egg.I got close to a member,Emilda.Fun to talk to.Then, got praise and worship.My bro that bikin panas.Tingu-tingu people only masa he nyanyi.Then got talk No.2 by Kuya Junie and No.3 by JD.Then, snack at 10am ++,after that got the team building activity.You have to stand on a chair and let yourself fall.Didn’t Participate. You know la the reason. Don’t ask.Then another activity,write good/bad qualities about the members.Pass the paper around and write.Then the band practiced.I ni buat budu ja.Thats all la.Just waiting for lunch now andwatching them playing.( the time I wrote this)
Then got talk by Uncle Romy.The mostfun talk I think la.Then,finish…. they talked la with each other.When Emilda and Selina went home, boring this.Like malas already I want to go to YFC.Haiyoh.But how to quit? I have no idea. :(.Think la.If got a way, bye bye…Ciao.
So it’s Saturday, huh?
January 5, 2007 •
I slept at around 3am++, near to am I think and woke up at 11.50am++.Nothing much done yesterday.Tomorrow got YFC Meeting at the Gimfil’s resident.Haiyo…then my bro will leave me again. -_____-;;. Don’t know if my sis is coming or not.So, nothing much to do today either. *sigh* Yesterday, Sms with Nicol. Like want to kill her already.So today will watch Chiquititas. My bro suka the show lebih2 la pulak.So,sampai here only. Malas wantr to write more.
Extra>>
Did some personality test… my bro also follow. Pengikut. My bro try for the lovers personality test. Haha.
So, yeah… 2nd day of school
January 3, 2007 •
Still the same old boring day but better than yesterday. Yay, tomorrow FRIDAY and Saturday I can sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepppppppppp!!!!Bye la, my dad is here. cannot write panjang2. only Saturday can play he said.
First day of school 2007.
January 2, 2007 •
As the title, first day of school today. Punyalah boring.Nothing to do actually. Bagus lagi if got belajar rather than NOTHING TO DO! Just chit chatting with my friends, Rozi, Hsu and Chris. Recess with Nicol, Hsu and Chris. So I guess tomorrow will be just as boring as today. Cannot wait til’ Friday. Can sleep late, go online. Ter-go online la pulak today. Haha. Have to balut my books later. Must kasih nice-nice. My last year books will be ruin by my bro.Penat2 I take care of the book. Never kena lipat lagi tu.Next week baru I study, this week just balut books la first.Yay, last year of school. But have to study also next year. Aduhhhh…. Bye la for now. Don’t know what to do now. Ciao.Take care everyone. Nicol, don’t macam2 lg. Every blog pun mo kasih comment. Bikin panas. Just kidding. :-p
*sigh*
January 2, 2007 •
Yes, too sad because school is starting TOMORROW! Anyone kill me please? Haha. If you could. Erm, nothing much to do today. Just updated my profile. My bro kena this allergy today. Don’t know he’s allergic to what. He like got skin disease.He said he’s allergic to this gummy candy. Like not logic la pulak.Don’t really like the candy.:-p. Don’t go near him. haha, just kidding. But so gross la. He woke me up just to tell me that. Syok2 orang tidur. And I’m hungry now but nevermind la that.Maybe won’t get the chance to get on so frequently now. Have to study for SPM.5 months on Form 4 and 6 on Form 5. Already sedia the jadual. Haha. Yeah, so will only be on maybe Friday, Saturday and Sunday.Not so sure la about Sunday.Will sleep at 11.30pm. The earliest I ever slept. Will write again somethime but not sure when. Bye all….


Night at the Museum RAWKS!
January 1, 2007 •
Well, not actually rocks, it’s funny though. My fave character is the dinosaur. What a cutie.Like the small lil guys too.You guys have to watch it.It’s worth it. I think la. Went there with my bro and my cousin, Aaron.We arrived there at 1pm+, terus go up to Growball Cinema to buy "Night at the Museum" tickets.Brought 3.My bro belanja. Tiba-tiba jadi baik ba him. My cousin so susah mo jaga oh.The stair place near the lift got the smell of pee.Punyalah smelly. My bro says that the gangsters pee there. I was like "Ya?".After that, I went to Eaton’s to find The Australian’s Women Weekly yang got the Irwins punya Christmas interview but don’t have la pulak.My bro and my cousin went to see game CDs.My bro bought Avatar: The Last Airbender punya game.Got tulis Nickelodeons lagi tu.Like budak2 punya game.After that, we went to the so-called basement.(I made it up).You know la the floor yg paling bawah sekali. Groundfloor ba that kan? I bought 2 comics,Fatal Chaos (romance+action) and Le.Gardenie (romance+action also).Paid RM 17.80 for both.Then, we went to buy vanilla ice-cream at the McDonalds. My bro so jahat don’t want to belanja :(.We go to the tables.So jauh the table my bro picked.The ice-cream so soft lg tu. Dripped on the table,kena my hand.Sticky lg tu.
After finish,we went up cepat-cepat to the cinema.Will start in 3 mins.We bought some foods. Menyesal I beli the huge coke.Bagus lg buy like my cousin one. The regular one.My bro bought keropok. Then we went and look for our seats.Then, the movie starts.Quite boring la the starting.Then,the keropok finish and my bro go and buy 3 more.Jahat, he don’t want to belanja.Throughout the whole movie,I tahan my pee (don’t laugh).That’s why I menyesal buy the big coke. I have to tahan till the movie finishes.Punyalah like want to mati already. My bro said want to finish already but lama lagi pulak.After finish, cepat2 I go to the toilet.Haaa… What a RELIEVE! More than yesterday. Then, we go to Burger King.My bro and cousin ate Double Cheese Burger and I ate French Chicken (something like that la).Want to muntah already me.So salty. Full lagi tu.We went to look for my bro school shoes but x jumpa. Banyak ba actually the shoes but he is too CHOOSY! Buat penat ja jalan round and round.Then, we went to sit at Pasific Ngiu Kee punya shoes section to rest.Went home at 6pm. Terus go to sleep.Malas want to watch Crocodile Hunter as I’ve already seen it at 12pm. Nicol lg kacau.Baru want to close my eyes datang this sms. Nasib baik I baik hati.
Sleep at 7pm and woke up at 9pm and go and peek downstairs.My unc;e, aunty and other cousin, Abel sampai already.My parents talked about yesterdays party with them.I barr want to mandi.Then, went downstairs with paper to write this blog draft.I haven’t eat my dinner yet.Mcm not hungry.Tunggu want to gastric baru la eat. Tu baru la.Then went upstairs to continue the draft.Bising oh my bro and my cousins.Got phoned Nicol just for like 20mins or less. Teda hilang crdt because got free voice.Now just sms la.She said she got told my bro my secret but my bro don’t know.Nasib baik. Phew.Eh, now finish la today. If got tambahan, I’ll add later.Yang after this one.
Extra>>>
Watched Thats so Raven and a lil part of Cartoon Family.My bro tried the new game he brought.I phoned Nicol for about 20mins.At 12am baru eat my dinner.Luki oh she.Don’t want to phone me.Want to kasih naik my phone bill.Habis la if kena marah.Played 1 round of Uno and I lost.Bikin panas.Now sms-ing with Nicol and want to read my new comic,Le.Gardenie.Now is 2.24am.Will sleep at 4.30am la maybe.So, bye all. Thanks for reading if anyone read this.Have to reply sms and read comic.Adios!

2006 Blogs

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

As the title, Happy new year everyone. Woke up at 9 today. Have to go to CP. That brat paksa me to go. Punyalah panjang my blog for yesterday. Will tell the CP story when I returned. So bye all, have to go and eat now. Me hungwy. Ciao……

Went to the Gimfil’s New Year Opening party 2.

Then she took her food and went up. Punyalah hot I waited for her chicken wings. Like slave ba me. My aunty la kesian. Have to take care of the BBQ. Pity2.We crita2 la upstairs and JD suddenly found this exercise tool i think. He ask me how long I could hang on. Only about 2 seconds. Haha. so hard oh, patah la my hand. Then she finish eating, we went downstairs. My sis chit-chatting with JD and Nicol. I jadi tunggul kayu. :p. Then my sis say she thinks the (_______) guy likes Nicol. I pun ya ya ja lah. I told her already la even though my sis told not to. Haha but who cares. Then the photo albums, I don’t know la what method is that. (JD punya idea). Then, JD said, the youngest have to put it back.Which is …. Nicol! Haha. She said only a few feets away pun. Then, they play this passing parcel.(Short cut, too long). My bro so jahat. I said I want to play,the I asked Nicol but suddenly he said I don’t have to play la.Punyalah sakit hati. Yeah, but I know why.No need to tell la.so, they play la. I yang buat dungu.After that, got this gift changing thingy. I got this candle stand. snowman lg tu and so is the wrapping paper. Cute la.But to place to put already but hantam only la.Kesian Nicol don’t have. Lupa pula want to tell her. Sorry la if you read this.Then, got this new year countdown. Want to kasi burst the balloon. I stepped on it with my shoe. But painful although kena my jeans only.Super also the balloon. Grace is cute with balloons.

Then yeah, greeted everyone happy new year. Blabla, went home.Said bye2 la first.On the way, got this police check-up.Adakah my sis waved lg tu. She thought no police already then the police wave back. Lagi la ganjil.with big smile lg tu.Fuiyooo.Like Saddam Hussien oh the face. Then after that, my aunty phone.Asked about the police thingy.Kena tahan ka them? Palis2.

Then went home, watched Chiquititas. Itu pun lompat2.Cooked noodles as I’m very hungry.Haha. But after that,full la pulak. Then on the comp for awhile, my bro la that want to install game. I recorded my fave song " All I want for Christmas is you" on my MP4. Then, on this Christmas CD padahal King Kong la pulak.Weird.Then, made this New year greeting and send them at Friendster. I know la terrible. Have to choose people as I malas want to send to all.Then, helped my mum kasi bring in the dog.Psst, the dog likes meee.Haha.Perasan.Went up, brushed my teeth and read newspaper for awhile.And here I am,writing this draft for my blog.Currently it’s 4.13am. Haha gila already me. My bro is sleeping in his sleeping bag. Tu la want to tumpang in my room.My sis sleep already. Sms sampai pun tidak sedar.Have to go to CP in the morning.Haiz, kena paksa by my bro.Want to watch "Night at the museum". My bro said funny. Bringing my cousin, Aaron along.My bro ask to go to KBOX to sing.Aduhhhnaaaa… so embaressedla to sing infront of my cousin, pa2 ja la.Now finish, penat already my hand. So if anyone reads this. Thanks for reading. I know it’s a torture to read but this is the short version of a very long version. Thank you for your time.

P/S: Nic, sorry I didn’t told you bout the pressie.I can see my ____, haha and Nicol can see hers too.Shh, this is our secret. So, don’t tel anyone or I’ll kill you!
(1whole page and a lil part of the second paper for this draft)

Went to the Gimfil’s New Year Opening party 1.

Yesterday’s story >>>

I woke up at 10.00++ am and straight away to the kitchen to eat. Ngau Chap that is.Then on the TV, channel 40 and watche the Son of Mask.So funny la the movie.Cute the baby. The father said "Dada, say dada" and the baby said "Mother". Punya la. Now I syok sendiri already. Then, after finish, go to the comp… Play neo, take dailies and check friendster. I off the comp at 2pm, I think la then went upstairs. My bro baru woke up, adakah sleep back. So, I slept at 2.30pm la, Nicol la this kacau. Baru want to close my eyes, got this meassage alert. I geram put silent terus. But before that,I set the alarm clock first. Oh ya, actually took a bath at 2 before went to sleep. Haha. how could I forgot that.

Woke up at 3.50pm, I think. So skejap I sleep. Susah want to fall asleep. And then get ready for church, I think got watch TV la before went into the car.I don’t remember actually. Then got to church, bla-bla-bla. I saw John-D and the Majanil’s at church. My bro lg tu " Tu Teri". Like duh.Then finish, went to the car. My dad said," No kuih pisang ka?". We all like ba last time bukan main don’t like, tiba2 want. Then we went home for awhile. Wan tot terkencing already me at church. Cepat-cepat la to the toilet. Ahhhhh, what a RELIEVE! Then, went down and watched The Suite Life of Zack and Cody. My bro wne t to bath bacause he wore hair oil and said his rambut buruk. Sayangnya the water.We departed at 7++pm la. Then cari2 the Gardenia and Maju Jaya thingy.My mum said Taman Maju Jaya padahal Maju Jaya Hardware la pulak. -____-;;. Then passed the junction, have to U-turn.Sampai there, passed again. My dad went out to see if can reverse. Not far also la so reverse. If got police, HABIS! Then wnet in the junction, drive some more and there we are. Sampai punnnn……

Parked the car and greeted them la. Tu pun malu2 la. hehe. My friend lagi belum sampai. Digi also out of service.Lagi la hard.Then I sat with my bro outside and tiba2 he go and punched me. JD go and ask him to do it again. Punyalah painful. I geram, I punced my bro in the face. Haha, IN YOUR FACE! I will remember that, nantilah. Then we went up stairs. Me likeee the carpet. Haha soft. Actually the Majalap house also got la.

Then went to eat. Adakah my bro, the turkey punya wing huge lg tu he kasi jatuh. So sayang. What a waste. then, he took the other one. we went upstairs to eat. Finish eating, put my plate and joined my sis and JD talking bout her BF. Nicol is still nowhere to be seen. They talked and talked and talked. I listened la.JD asked some question la. Then tiba-tiba, pasal PMR. Aduh maaa. He ask me what I got. My sis tiba2 menyampuk said all A’s. Lagi la kluar tajuk. Then malu2 kunun said 6 and 1 B.Gila ba. Haiz whatever la. Then went up, do something and my cousin, don’t know which one said my friend arrieved already. I phoned her house at 7pm and her mom said on the way but 9pm br sampai. Astaga.

Went to a YFC Membie’s House Christmas Party

yeah, as the title says. And that was yesterday.
Yesterday’s story >>>
I woke up at 2pm yesterday. Don’t laugh. I cleaned my room at 2.30am I think and finish maybe near to 5am.And before I bathe at 6++pm, I do my bio homework. School will start soon and I haven’t finished it. I’M DOOMED! I went to the Majanil’s house at 7pm++ la. Don’t remember.I mum followed Uncle Romy as we don’t know where their house is. My bro left me alone lagi tu to talk with the others.Sudah la orang alone.The house is so BIG! No I mean VERY HUGE! Nice the house. I hear them chit chatting only la. Not really close to them.Thats why my mouth terzip. :p Bla bala… malas want to cerita la. Later got another party at the Gimfil’s House. Bye la malas oh now.

I don’t want to go to SCHOOL! *pouts*

School is ABSOLUTELY BORING! But what to do. If I want to go to Australia, I must study. No pain no gain. And so today, I didn’t went to Waterworld. I have no idea what happened. Tidak jadi or something. I had been playing The Sims 2 all day. Neopets become boring if the connection is slow. But I have to bare it. *sigh* My bro mati-mati want to go to the Majanil’s Party. Gila. What to do now? I am damn boring now. I’m cleaning my room later. My bro move then jadi dirty ba terus. Before he came it, bersih berkilat. I just hate that! Just now at 7pm, I was too sleepy but I kept watching Cricidile Hunter’s Diary. I must not missed one. After finish, terus I go to sleep. Then, kacau pulak Nicol this. I woke up at 10pm++.I now have no idea what to do, but…. And now I got tummy ache la pulak. I am dead boring now. Try IE la. Maybe can play WC. Why the other comp fast pulak? Does this comp hate me? I’m curently doing some graphic-ing. After a Bindi lookup, decided to make a Bob lookup. Wish me luck! So hard as I’m only a beginner of photoshop. :(Too hard. I’m going to get help from my friend. I’m playing avatar simon now. If the comp slows down real bad, I’m going to shut the comp. Very slow. bye all, going to watch raven and then Cartoon Family. Have a great day everyone. Will clean my room at 2am.

I have no idea to think about this title.

Currently it’s 11 pm++. Just tried out some buletin. The internet connection is still VERY SLOW! Tomorrow maybe will be going to Waterworld with my bro and relatives. Should I go or not? not very sure yet :(. Watched Amazing Race Asia just now. The two pondan got eliminated. Scary cat lagi tu well but at least he tried and made it. what should I do now? Msn pun cannot sign in. Haiz. What should I do now? Ermmmm, maybe I should play The Sims 2 although it’s kinda boring. I have to wrap my book again. Aduh. well thats all for now. Finish my dailies and I’m off playing Sims 2.

P:s: decide to change the title. :p

And so….

Merry Christmas everyone! And New Year is coming… next week school reopen. Mcm teda cuti ba. So slow la the internet connection because of the earth quake in Taiwan.Today my bro got his PMR results.You don’t even want to know what he got.So boring la today. *sigh* Next year have to study hard because of SPM. :(Must study at the early minute not last minute. MUST GO TO AUSTRALIA! Ya kan? Now got Crocodile Hunter but too malas want to watch. Haha. will watch it at 7pm. Boring play neopets if the comp is SOOO slow. Ok, la thats all. I can get crazy if I continue this. I’m cranky and pissed off now. Bye. will write again later.

So Sorry….

And as above…. Sorry for the new post. I deleted my old blog. :p I know
there’s this annoying alert in your mail . Sorry, ok? Don’t get angry la pulak.
Nanti cepat tua. Hope you all can understand.There’s picture missing so yeah. Too lazy to put them back.

I will start to write again. :D

Muah, muah….

October 25, 2006

lol… nothing to do with the
topic. I’m crazy right now so don’t bother it. Woah, long time didn’t post. Too
lazy la. I’ve gotten a lot of avatars in this past two weeks. Thanks to my
lenders although they won’t see this. :DToday I’ve watch 2 series of The
Crocodile Hunter. Each one for three times. Terer,

kan

? Last time, I’ve watch The Crocodile
Hunter: Outback to

Hollywood

for six times. That whats makes me crazy. Even my bro said it earlier and I’m
proud of it. Now my neck hurts whenever I’m finding a lender. -sigh- I watched
"Devil Beside You". I really like the drama. So funny but now, it’s
going to be more serious and sad, I think maybe the funny part will be more
lesser than earlier episodes. So sad larr… What to say now ah? Out of idea
already lar… and my bro says got Meeting again on Friday. Haiyoh… so lazy
la want to go.

And next week, got school
again. My life will be horrible. Nyah. I will only go for 3 days and on
Thursday and Friday, Astalavista Baby. If thats how you spell it…ermmm, my
sis went for a date AGAIN! Mesti balik lambat again that. And I will win WC for
the 2nd time. Yippaaaa!! Muhau. So boring la this one week holiday. At home
only. Like a bird in a gold cage. Maybe not gold. Ermmm, besi berkarat I think.
:p Yah, boring la. I’ll stop now la. Want to be crazy already this. Bye-bye.
Will miss ya’!

So sleepy la…

October 10, 2006

Ah…. I got headache now. Just
now got Bible knowledge and Arts exam. Ok la the BK but the Arts so susah la.
All I hantam kromo only. Sure fail la. What’s bangau oh? not the bird ah. The
question is… where to put the "bangau" on the boat. Many lagi the
question yang I don’t understand. Crazy punya teacher. I hope I will pass la…

Boring ler…

So tired la. Read the bible for
hours because today have Bible knowledge exam. Haven’t study for arts yet. Just
now I watched WWE Raw. John Cena versus The Undertaker. Both I support la but
I’m more on Cena’s side. Want to kalah already Cena tiba-tiba Big Show and
Booker-T came. Buat kacau aja. And this Spongebob, stupid oh the cartoon. Cute
the jellyfish but stupid. Got song again that. Started from

Gary

moving the eyes. Syok also la the song.
Hehe. And sudden;t my bro want to on the comp so I follow la. Got headache oh
now but still on the comp. Hehe.

I’m planning not to go to
school on Friday. Cuti sendiri. Syok that. Will wake up at 8 am to watch
STEVOOOOOOOOOOO!! Kacau la my friend this. SMS only. So itchy my eyes. -yawn-
Bye la. Want to off already. 12.52 am already….

Aloha.

Nyah… so boring la. Today got
history, physics and bio. I didn’t study at all lagi tu. I got the feeling that
I’ll be the last in the class. For physics… so hard oh. I this pandai-pandai
create formula. Tidak wujud pun. I’m sure the teacher’s going to laugh. Apa
lagi definition. Lagi la keluar tajuk. *cries* Bio and Sej ok la although I
didn’t study because I’m too lazy. Last week lagi la worst, got Chemistry,
Physics , Add maths and Bio. Didn’t study at all… All subjective, essay and
practical. Less than 10 oh my marks. I think la.

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! I
wish…* currently my sis is kacau-ing me* Curi tulang only she ba. Chat from
office lagi tu. Ok continue. Ngeh, got bible knowledge and art exam tomorrow.
Menyesal I take additional subjects which means… ADDITIONAL BURDEN!!!! same
like add maths la tu. For BK… I’ll read the bible only la. So malas want to
read the BK book. So thick. Mati awal oh if read that and for arts…
suuuuuurrreeeeeeee going to FAIL! I don’t have any revision book for that since
my class don’t have that subject. MATI LA! Ermmm, what again ah? Bingung oh me.
Ah, my best friend came back from KL but tidak pandai buy me souvinier…
JAHAT! I’ll kill her tomorrow. Suppose to be on holiday tomorrow. Cuti sendiri
la but got that additional burden exams! -____-”.

My cat is still lost and I’m
still sad about Steve’s death. Already making plans for the future.

Holiday going to find a job to collect money for my
studies, study hard like mental people since next year have SPM!, and go to
tuition. I’m planning to furthur my study in Queensland,Australia.Taking course for veterinery and zoology but before that I’ll study graphic
design in Sabahfirst, Hehe.

Bye la… Like orang gila onlyme. Don’t know when I’ll be writing again. My sis this kan, kacau only. I’ll kill her when she gets home. Owh… sakit already my bottom. ( bersopan konon :p) So hard oh the chair my neck also want to patah already. Bah, byeeeeeeeeeeee………. I’m going to
heaven first to go and meet Steve! Here I come Stevo, CRIKEY and CROCS RULE!

I HATE SEPTEMBER 2006!

September 24, 2006

You know what? I hate this
month. Too many bad things happened… I can’t wait til’ October…

And you know why?

1) The death of my idol, Steve
Irwin

2) My cat is lost! I don’t know
where he went. I’m going to put a missing paper all around my house area. *cry*

3) My friend promise want to go
to YFC but she broke it. Her mum already say she can go but change it last
minute. Whats wrong ba that? It’s for God also not go to merokok ka, drugs ka.
So weird oh.

4) Exam is tomorrow and I
haven’t study enough yet.

And many more will come.
Haiz….

*blank*

September 22, 2006

Hi,hi. Didn’t post for a long
time. no mood. it took along tome to get over Steve’s death. And I’m not fully
over it yet. *cry* Will post some other time. Still not in the mood.

Noooo….. my Idol have passed away!!! *cry*

September 04, 2006

Here’s the story:

CAIRNS

,

Australia

- Steve Irwin, the hugely popular Australian television personality and
conservationist known as the "Crocodile Hunter," was killed Monday by
a stingray while filming off the

Great Barrier Reef

.
He was 44.

Irwin was at Batt Reef, off the remote coast of northeastern Queensland state,
shooting a segment for a series called "Ocean’s Deadliest" when he
swam too close to one of the animals, which have a poisonous bard on their
tails, his friend and colleague John Stainton said.

"He came on top of the stingray and the
stingray’s barb went up and into his chest and put a hole into his heart,"
said Stainton, who was on board Irwin’s boat at the time.

Crew members aboard the boat, Croc One, called
emergency services in the nearest city,

Cairns

,
and administered CPR as they rushed the boat to nearby Low Isle to meet a
rescue helicopter. Medical staff pronounced Irwin dead when they arrived a
short time later, Stainton said.

Irwin was famous for his enthusiasm for wildlife
and his catchword "Crikey!" in his television program "Crocodile
Hunter." First broadcast in

Australia

in 1992, the program was
picked up by the Discovery network, catapulting Irwin to international
celebrity.

He rode his image into a feature film, 2002’s
"The Crocodile Hunters: Collision Course" and developed the wildlife
park that his parents opened, Australia Zoo, into a major tourist attraction.

"The world has lost a great wildlife icon,
a passionate conservationist and one of the proudest dads on the planet,"
Stainton told reporters in

Cairns

.
"He died doing what he loved best and left this world in a happy and
peaceful state of mind. He would have said, ‘Crocs Rule!’"

Prime Minister John Howard, who hand-picked
Irwin to attend a gala barbecue to honor

President
Bush
when he
visited in 2003, said he was "shocked and distressed at Steve Irwin’s
sudden, untimely and freakish death."

"It’s a huge loss to

Australia

,"
Howard told reporters. "He was a wonderful character. He was a passionate
environmentalist. He brought joy and entertainment and excitement to millions
of people."

Irwin, who made a trademark of hovering
dangerously close to untethered crocodiles and leaping on their backs, spoke in
rapid- too close to penguins, a seal and humpback whales in

Antarctica

while making a documentary. Irwin denied any wrongdoing, and an Australian
Environment Department fire bursts with a thick Australian accent and was
almost never seen without his uniform of khaki shorts and shirt and heavy
boots.

His ebullience was infectious and Australian
officials sought him out for photo opportunities and to promote

Australia

internationally.

Irwin’s public image was dented, however, in
2004 when he caused an uproar by holding his infant son in one arm while
feeding large crocodiles inside a zoo pen. Irwin claimed at the time there was
no danger to the child, and authorities declined to charge Irwin with violating
safety regulations.

Later that year, he was accused of getting investigation
recommended no action be taken against him.

Stingrays have a serrated, toxin-loaded barb, or
spine, on the top of their tail. The barb, which can be up to 10 inches long,
flexes if a ray is frightened. Stings usually occur to people when they step on
or swim too close to a ray and can be excruciatingly painful but are rarely
fatal, said

University

of

Queensland

marine
neuroscientist Shaun Collin.

Collin said he suspected Irwin died because the
barb pierced under his ribcage and directly into his heart.

"It was extraordinarily bad luck. It’s not
easy to get spined by a stingray and to be killed by one is very rare,"
Collin said.

News of Irwin’s death spread quickly, and
tributes flowed from all quarters of society.

At Australia Zoo at Beerwah, south

Queensland

, floral
tributes were dropped at the entrance, where a huge fake crocodile gapes.
Drivers honked their horns as they passed.

"Steve, from all God’s creatures, thank
you. Rest in peace," was written on a card with a bouquet of native
flowers.

"We’re all very shocked. I don’t know what
the zoo will do without him. He’s done so much for us, the environment and it’s
a big loss," said Paula Kelly, a local resident and volunteer at the zoo,
after dropping off a wreath at the gate.

Stainton said Irwin’s American-born wife Terri,
from Eugene, Ore., had been informed of his death, and had told their daughter
Bindi Sue, 8, and son Bob, who will turn 3 in December.

The couple met when she went on vacation in

Australia

in
1991 and visited Irwin’s Australia Zoo; they were married six months later.
Sometimes referred to as the "Crocodile Huntress," she costarred on
her husband’s television show and in his 2002 movie.

Steverip1I made this one just for him. Let us
pray for him and his family!

So long la the story!

T______T

September 01, 2006

Gyah so sleepy oh…. Saturday
oledi la. I won 2 world challenge! I will go to Sepanggar for a seminar next
saturday… Hehe, going just to get the certificate. ^__^ I like my new
shiiiinyyyy trophy! -shines trophy- Will try for other games next month! So
many mosquitos… *cry* Ohokz. Gya. Bye la. Will write in the morning!

It’s FRIDAY!!!

August 31, 2006

And guess what? I went to
school today but I didn’t took the Chemistry test.. Ahahaha. Whatever la… I
hope I don’t get any number la in class to prevent from getting last.

Uhuhu… totally forgot about
my blog today. I have to get U;timate Bullseye gold trophy today. So hard oh
because I made quite a lot of careless mistake. :(But guess what? I got it!!!
Picture below for a preview. :p

Ubchamp_1woah…
so small ah. Lookie, I’m the top one! The person below me ish very nice oh. He
gave me a grarrl tp but I don’t need it anymore so I’m giving it back! Oho!

MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA!

August 29, 2006

Well…. actually it’s
tomorrow.. hehe! I suppose to be on merdeka because I finished my test already
but no… because I have to take my chemistry test on Friday but guess what?
I’m not going to school on Friday!!! Hahaha! Well, what to talk about? The
Physics test just now is so0o0 hard that I want to die and same with Bio. Got
homework again… Haiyoz! T_____T. Yay, tomorrow holiday. I can sleep all day
but I won’t. :p I haven’t post in a while. I got headache. I have no idea what
to talk about.

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So, boring oh…. well, buhbye.
Don’t have any idea. Will post again tonight since I will be chatting with my
friend! Well, I’m going to rest now. So tired!

Hikari went to CP yesterday!

August 26, 2006

Hmmm…. yesterday I woke up
around 10 or 11. And still no electricity from 3 AM. What a suffering night to
sleep. I was so HOT! Like I was going to faint or something. I kept woke up and
look at the air-cond, and still no electricity. About 11 something, then there
was electricity. I ate noodles for breakfast. Then my bro,my sis and me watch
Remaja. Tipu oh my bro. He says got the Clelebriteen semi-final competition.
Don’t have pun. What a 30 minutes of misery.

After that, we changed our
clothes and get ready to go to CP at 1.30 pm. We reach there I don;t know what
time. My dad only game RM100 for the 3 of us. But my bro hold RM50 and I hold
the other one. Kasian la my sis that. Ohokz.

So, we went in la. I met
my friends

Florence

and Nina. I haven’t met them in like 4 years. They like small kids. T____T. So
embarassing. If that how you spell it. My friend Yasmin tipu oh. She already
promise want to come but She didn’t. She said she have problems konon. I walked
with my friends la around like orang budu. They look at guys only. So annoying.

We went to the Supermarket at
the ground floor. I bought 2 romance comics. Yay, another addition to my
collection! After that, we went to a CD shop, I bought LOVERS IN PARIS
SOUNDTRACK! I was so0o0 Happy! Susah-susah only I download and find the song in
Limewire. *faints* . Bleh, don’t want to continue. Malas la want to tell the
whole story. So, bye-bye. tersangkut di tengah jalan.

Another Boring Day!

December 27, 2006 •

Haiyoz…. what another boring
day… Today woke up around 10-11 la.Terus go sit beside my bro who is on the
other comp. Don’t know la what he is doing. Then, I go watch TV la. The
Crocodile Hunter.Syok that. My idol. Then I go makan noodles la. I campur it
with sesame oil. So delicious!

Then, my bro and me went up to
my room with my cat, Amau. I’ll put the pic of my cat later. We study la a bit.
Then, he opened the pringles, Tomato Salsa flavour. Sadap oh. Muah. Then,
finish… we study la. I teach him Maths la and I also study Maths. So hard oh
want to teach him because he don’t want to study first then do the excercise.He
terbalik pulak. So stupid lagi tu. The basic one also don’t know how to do.
Gerenti fail la in PMR later.

So, we do revision la. Bla bla
bla. Then, tired already la. So, I sms la with my friends for a lil while. My
bro went to his room to sleep.

Cool_amau

Nah…
taraaaa… cute

kan

my Amau… but so small la. Don’t care la. At least I have the bigger version.
I have plenty of pics in my hp and still
my USB Cable is
still nowhere to be seen. *cry*

Ok… la. I want to eat my dinner so Adios…
Will write again maybe tonight la.


Hikari goes to YFC Meeting!!!

December 27, 2006 •

August 24, 2006

Olla! Just now I went to the
YFC Meeting at 7.30 la somewhere around there. The members who came at first is
Jocelyn, Joel, Joanna, Elias, Hugo, Humanson, John-D, my siblings and me. Donny
bought his friend who I don’t know his name. Like PTI la pulak.No la joking la.
I sat down at the blue sofa and they talk… talk…. talk…. play the guitar
la whatever la. Then suddenly… tiba-tiba ba my cousin,Aaron came… Like
terkejut la konon. Then he sat down beside me.Diam-diam la konon like good boy
padahal like devil dat if got his brother. Then John-D told Donny that he knows
who flung at their exam.He like want to die already oh.So scared la.He guess
lagi tu who pass. 4 people pass and 6 fail. Donny fail. Kasian.

Then, John-D ask Elias to do
the opening prayer.

And then, we discuss la… dividing
the group then John-D ask us to save some telephone numbers la. After finish
that, the band sing-sing la.Like minta puji ba my bro.Trip lagi tu.And then
Donny came from outside and join the other guitarist. He nyanyi that like macam
tai la kunun.Joking only la. I took quite a lot of pictures there and still
T_____T my USB Cable is nowhere to be seen. I cry la this betul-betul. If I
dapat find it, can la I put the pictures here but,but *cry*.Dui small matter
also want to cry ba

kan

?
After that, we buat budu la. And Joanna and John-D went outside.Don’t know la
what they were talking about. Maybe dating ka? Don’t marah ah if either one of
you read this. No idea ba what to write.Then we talk-talk la and I went outside
with my bro and my cousin. He go curi-curi dengar la konon. Like busy body ba.
Maybe my bro yang told him. :p

Then after we buat budu, we go
MAKAN!But before that, Elias say the closing prayer la. I ate
noodles,sandwiches,chicken only la and the I don’t know what you call that.
Jocelyn said its jellyfish but don’t know la. I cirit-birit oh because of that
food.No la joking.I drank 7 up and cola. So, full oh. Then they want to give
keropok again.Adoi. Burst la my stomach. Then I sms la Jocelyn.Adakah she
thought I was my bro… Vomit la me.

We sit down still buat
budu.Donny,his friend and John-D was playing the guitar.Then, my bro and my sis
sing la and I also follow la but not that loud. Then my bro,cousin and I went
outside they play "She will be loved". We sang la. But I sang the chorus
only la.Don’t really know the lyrics. Ah, while I was sitting, suddenly Moses
came la from tuition.Then,John-D gave him a plate of noodles and ask him to
eat. He said he was full but terpaksa la because John-D told him to.Kesian.Pity
him la. Then, Moses said he flung at Add Maths. My bro said I pass but I said I
flung. He got 8 and I got 4 for my first test. But the previous test I pass
la.I got 43 only la. So hard ba the Add Maths. Then, he give me 5 la. So sakit
oh.

Bla,bla…. Then, my uncle
came. He asked us to follow la. My bro try to phone my dad or mum but no answer
la. We join saja la. Don’t care also ba. He sent us home. Tomorrow I’m going to
stay at my uncle house with my bro. Don’t know la about my sis. Now, finish
already la the "boring" story. Don’t know what to do la. Want to play
Family Feud oh. Collect nps la now. Don’t know what to do also. Gyah, so boring
oh. So lambat juga the game want to loading. Ciplak ka?

Ah… I got chat with my YFC
Buddy la just now.Moses. Talk about Science subjects la. I hate those Science
subjects… -stabs- .I kasih beautifull my title at my blog just now. Nice,

kan

? OK, la…. bye…
so sleepy already me this. Will write more " ߨŖİŊĞ " stories
in the future. Don’t forget to read ah…. San kyu.Arigato Gozaimasu and Sayonara!


Hmmmm… nothing to do.

December 27, 2006 •

August 23, 2006

Haiyo….
boringnya.Ah, today woke up at 10 because my bro woke me up just to play Family
Feud and then suddenly he malas want to play… I’ll kill him. For lunch I at
spagetti. So early

kan

my lunch? And then went to neo to save nps… *yawn*. Alla… later got YFC
meeting oh.so lazy want to go oh… need to bring food and drinks again… and
on Sunday got GPA.So malas ohhhhhh. whatever la that.Still can’t find my USB
Cable.So want to cry oh. Macam tai juga tu. Kalah lagi tu at turmac roll…
Just now the people at Family Feud so jahat oh.I ask if anyone play neopets
then he threw me out.Tidak guna punya orang.Useless butul la.My bro nyanyi tu
so sumbang oh.Trip lagi tu nyanyi Siti then he tau oso he nyanyi sumbang.After
hujan and banjir… you all cari him la.Then, he sings again. Like want to
bunuh him oh. He’s looking at his celebriteen friend on the internet.Kasian
tidak kena choose to go to the finals.Wuahahaha.Betul-betul nothing to do oh.So
boring. Yesterday I realise that my friend,Dondon like to sticks his tougue out
when taking pictures after looking at his pictures at his profile. When I took
his pic on my hand phone also he sticks his tougue out… Alalala.

My bro
go pasang Westlife punya song and he singing kunun.Trip ba. That time I play
NeoQuest II sambil singing with my bro.Want to play Family Feud la… boring
gila oh now.Bubbye… I’ll write again later if I rajin la.

But
before that, I wanna play avvie simon first baru I play Family Feud!Now, gotta
play Family Feud… wish me luck. Ciao Cin Cau!

Ala

, cannot play la. The 60 minutes trial
finish already.Tak guna betul la. Syiok2 people want to play then cannot
play… Terpaksa collect nps la ansd play Neoquest! So sleepy oh. *yawn*. Gyah,
I want to host my own avatar simon…

Ala

,tak
jadi la. My dad came already. I study la later.If not, sure fail one oh.

Cool,

kan

Nightmare Before
Christmas? But the movie is so boring la… I thought it was fun as I first saw
it when I was 9.

Ok
la… bye! Have to feed my cat. Maybe later I online again la.. and have to
visit snowager lagi!


Boring oh…….

December 27, 2006 •

August 23, 2006

I was lurking at neoboards in
Neopets and I saw this title " I hate neopets" and she posted " i hate neopets. it’s the
worst website ever. it’s crappy " like duh…. why is she
on neopets if she hated it… the girl so dumb,kah? And her font is too pink…
nyah, hate it! ok… finish about her la. Now…. going to play some games to
earn nps. Have to reach my goal as fast as I could so I can go shopping for
paintbrushes! Also, I hate the advertisment they put in my BLOG!!! Shoo you
ugly advertisment!

Yer… next week got test
ohhh.I so haven’t study… only bio la sikit-sikit. Gerenti I will fail Bio,
Physics,Chemistry,Add Maths and Maths…. Nooo… first time fail five subjects!
or maybe more…


Hikari ish new to this….. :(

December 27, 2006 •

August 23, 2006

Hikari ish Testing…
Testing… 1,2,3! Uhum….okies. I’m new at this so DON"T LAUGH or I’ll kill YOU! lol, Kidding!

I got a new avatar today on Neopets! WOWOWOWoW… OMG. The top gamer one is my
#228! and still T______T a long way to 13 mil…. gyah, this is SUFFERING! I
need some miracle… ok now I’m crazy. Today is a boring day. On Monday I got
makan-makan in a CFC membie house with my siblings and YFC Buddies… Took
pictures there but I can’t upload it in my comp since I lost my USB Cable for
my cell phone… I wanna CRY! oh…. a message. ok that’s all for my first
post. Gotta reply some messages. BUBBYE!

P/S: I so want to kill my
sister for calling Park Shin Yang an idiot…. -stabs- and I lost at WC! NUUUUUU……
*cries* Eh,no… I won! Yippeeeee….. *jumps and dances* So buruk oh if the
font is bold….